You have a heavy heart. You hold your anger / frustration / upset inside until you burst. You want everything to be fair and just, and I wish I could say it is or that it will be, but it isn’t and it won’t be. Life isn’t fair. People are cruel. Situations go awry. But don’t let them weigh on you. Acknowledge the power that these things hold over you, and make the conscious decision to let them go. Sometimes things are far from ideal. You have to learn to accept that ‘what will be, will be’ regardless of our attempts to mold a desired outcome. Accept that carrying it around and searching for vindication is doing more to damage you that the outcome would do to provide the healing you’re looking for.
Learn to let go.